Right now there has been a lot of change in my life. What is strange about the change is that I was feel like there is no change occurring. Currently I am in between jobs and just doing some side work to get by. So in a sense I am in a “changing” phase of work.
Here is the background to my paper. My last contract job was completed rather abruptly and unexpectedly. In a way, I was ecstatic that the job was finally over. I was without fear or worry. I was pleasant and grateful to have had the job for the last four months. Then I began the task of finding a new position. In this time of searching some things are happening in the job search but feels like little is happening. However, I already know that something wonderful is coming to fruition.
I have been reflecting on this time quite a bit and was happy to look at it with a different perspective. What I found is that I was expecting the in between job time to feel more like a major transformation. What I realized is that I had not “ended” my last job and the lack and limitation mentality that was involved with it. I finally came to grips that that job is over, done, history. It has ended. So I am just accepting myself as being in that “neutral zone” and just reflecting on what I have accomplished and what I will accomplish in the next job position that I accept. I have been getting into a mind frame that things are not happening fast enough, I haven’t gotten the right offer, etc. Instead, I am just enjoying my time in between jobs and doing those things I like to do. I am looking forward to the new beginning but I am now finally quite content to be in the middle.
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